"it's just another bad dream,

just another little scare,
it's just another little nightmare,
only you forgot to close your eyes

it's just another silence,
your working hard to fill,
you could throw another tantrum,
but better still, just throw your hands up,
and let yourself love
let yourself love
let yourself be loved"

so it's been a while since i last blogged. let me check how long...oh, not THAT long, i thought it'd been longer than 6 days. oops! last week was awful, minus friday night/weekend, everything that could go wrong, did and it was one of the worst weeks ever, well that i can remember of anyway.

von came down from glasgow on friday night as me, her, mary and charlotte were going to adventure to liverpool to see the one and only, maccabees. so after i met her at the coach station, we met mary in nexus and chilled while i let out anger and all that shiz from during the week. i'm suprised i didn't throw a few punches whilst letting the anger out. damn. but yeah, we ventured back to mine where charlotte was. von cut my fringe for me :D. so yeah, we made a cake, dinosaur one of course, and ended up being up til like 2-3am doing it.

we got up early the next day to go to liverpool. man, i don't even want to go into detail of saturday because it was amazing. i've not even sunk in for me yet, i keep remembering little things and laughing to myself about them. one of the best days/nights of my life, easily. ahh, it makes me happy just thinking about all the stuff that happened! crazy. we ended up on the train with drunken stag do go-ers from warrington, not for the first time in mine and marys case, so it was nothing new to us, and then when we got back to manchester, we bought £1.99 cheeseburger meals from burger king. yumyumyum. :] then we got back to mine for about 2.30 and i think i nodded off as soon as my head hit the pillow at 3am.

sunday involved me getting up at 9.10am, and wanting to die. i was knackered, so when my mum got home from cycling i went to sleep at about 4ish and was asleep til 7.30. i've still not recovered though. ah i need sleep :( i had another hour and a half earlier today, that was nice, but i'd been up til 1am last night so it didn't help to be honest. it's only tuesday and i'm like a zombie. bleh.

hmmm, i have nothing interesting to say to be honest :( i just talked to myself. bleh. i should go and stop chatting shit now.

i hope your all well and have a good week.

victoria x

crazy

i hope this year gets better, it couldn't get any worse already.

Damn.

why do i lack confidence!?

gr :'(

an overdue promise,

i've gone for a size smaller than usual, so it doesn't cut the right hand side off, so just click the picture to see it bigger if you want.

these are from between march 1st and now, some from my 365days, and some not. then i'll put some of the film i got developed up after all of these...

i'll upload film and other stuff i got developed another time, not feeling so good. X

"if you could be in my life,

like you've been on my mind, it'd be so easy"

you lit up every corner of my heart

last night at about 12.30am i was really hungry. i decided to put 3 pieces of toast under. yes i know greedy, but that was not the amazing thing that happened, i decided to put different things on each one.

Piece of toast number 1: Just had butter
Piece of toast number 2: Butter and jam
Piece of toast number 3: Chocolate spread (nutella)

It was good. really good. I've noticed that i eat a LOT of toast. i like toast and tea. it's good stuff.
hmmm...

I guess i could do a big photo blog. i will do in another post after this one. i have nothing interesting to say these days. i'm not feeling very well and i have a lot of work to do, which sucks. meh.

i'll do a photo blog later. X

an update of some sort.

it's been a while.

i'll update in photos.

day 100 - 19th february



day 101 - 20th february



day 102 - 21st february



day 103 - 22nd february



also from the 22nd,



day 104 - 23rd february



and even more from one of the best days of my life, i miss the spinto band,









day 105 - 24th february



just for a joke,



day 106 - 25th february



day 107 - 25th february



day 108 - 26th february



then i got tagged and had to take a photo without getting changed/doing my hair or editing it,



day 109 - 27th february



and todays photo is still being planned. :( i don't really like any of the photos above they lack creativity and stuff. i feel weird. i have work to do and interviews to edit, so i think i'm going to go get ready, do todays photo and then do some work, then some editing. meh.